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The Love of a MermaidNight washed over the rocks like a breaker, splitting on the mountains and trickling across the valley. It was a slow flood, this sunset, and it promised to leave the world breathless, as always.  She sat on the rock and counted the stars as they sparked into life, the elusive glimmering slivers of God knifing through the sparse cloud cover like a quiet promise. One, two, three, four… one hundred and eighty….  
Sometimes the sickle of the half-moon scythe seemed to prick at her heart, and sometimes it felt like it was simply too close. Beyond her reach, but still just a little too close, so beautiful sometimes she couldn’t breathe. The Love of a Mermaid
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Scorned
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BurdenNothing.  Eyes opened to a reality that doesn't exist  my world on a rollercoaster that doesn't feel;  sick to the core with emotions that are not real  burdened by a cold weight that will not let me forget.   
Burden.  
I never wanted to be your burden,  I wanted only what I gave.  
I only wanted what I shared.  I gave all I had, and wanted only your love  and I became a burden.   
Pity.  Holding me close from some sense of misplaced honor.  Sheltering me vicariously with a hand that can't heal me now.  A frayed cord sparking with the nightmares that wake me &nbs Burden
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OneOne.  It always begins with one. One becomes two, becomes four, becomes eight; splitting its way into life. One molecule becomes two, and the world erupts into a blinding mass of…nothing.  
One.  It’s really easy to forget yourself. Time flickers and slips between one’s fingers, one minute at a time, one life. One voice. One answer.  
It was entirely too easy to become part of the many, entirely too easy to forget that one is the first number, the beginning—creation; Far too simple to see that fine line as nothing more than nothing. Just one.  One life. One voice. One vote, one question, one lie, one laugh.  
Jan One
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Tired of feeling.

Sun Apr 24, 2005, 6:31 PM
I am so tired of it.
I'm tired of waking up and striving to prove myself to myself over and over and over again.
I'm tired of trying to validate my faith in myself.
I'm tired of feeling worthless.
I'm tired of feeling incompetent.
I'm tired of feeling hurt, I'm tiredof trying to make the world feel good.
I'm tired of feeling like a piece of me turned on me and poisoned me.
What's more is I'm tired of loving you.
I'm tired of feeling.
I'm tired of not being able to hate you as much as I hate how you make me feel.
I'm tired of feeling.
I'm tired of this nightmare that is not having myself under my control.
I'm tired of it all.
I'm tired of feeling.
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  • Current Residence: Somewhere over the rainbow... or some similarly fucked up stuff.
  • Interests: Rolling through the aisles of Wal-mart wearing Pj and a flak jacket, wailing of the coming Gehenna.
  • Favourite movie: -twitch- Boondock Saints.
  • Favourite band or musician: .... fuckin christ. You mean I have to choose one? JUST ONE?
  • Favourite genre of music: -twitch-
  • Favourite artist: Right now.... Christopher Shy.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Dan Brown (The Da Vinci Code), Richard Preston and Lincoln child (Check out Cabinet of Curiosities)
  • Operating System: heh-heh-heh.... XP corporate. Microsoft whore.... well... when you get it for free, don't bitch.
  • MP3 player of choice: Winamp 5 with the New-Clear skin... I want to see more color schemes out of this!
  • Wallpaper of choice: ZMatrix running over the Pentex theme. Because... they're inside your home.
  • Skin of choice: Thank you WindowBlinds, for the Matrix theme skin to fit with my new desktop.
  • Favourite game: Anything White Wolf... except KotE. Visit us on mIRC's sorcerynet... #COS-Nexxus or #The_Nexxus
  • Favourite gaming platform: mIRC.... haha
  • Favourite cartoon character: GIR!!!.... then after that.... Me. Don't ask.
  • Personal Quote: "Genius is always allowed some leeway, once the hammer has been pried from its hands..." -
  • Tools of the Trade: Photoshop 7.0, Random Luck, Paint, Microsoft Photo Editor and sometimes... a hammer.

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Mood: Lazy ~decayed-brain Mar 4, 2007, 12:39:19 PM
Woah, I haven't talked to you in foreva Chris.
How're things? I've been meaning to call since your birthday, but every time I remember to something else would pop up. Sorry.
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`fleet21 Apr 20, 2006, 1:29:07 AM
:heart: beeeeeeen sooooooo lonnnng

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!Simex Dec 8, 2005, 10:31:22 PM
thanks for your support as always :)
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`fleet21 Mar 31, 2005, 3:48:12 AM
:heart:! Been ages since I last heard from you, thanks for the comment :D It was nice to open the inbox and see it.

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~caeli May 19, 2005, 11:29:10 PM
It's good to hear from you, too. I should make my way into the IRC room sometime, but eh. lol.

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Sometimes angels aren't made out of purity and dove-white wings.
Sometimes angels are the shattered, scarred, bold remains of souls braver than you or I.
Sometimes angels earn their place on high.
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